First time
Today I read a tweet that say:
Your first podcast will be bad. Your first video will be bad. Your first web page will be bad. Your first post will be bad. Your first day at everything will be horrible. But you can't do your #50 without doing your first. The beginning is always the hardest part of everything. Just do it.
So if you start something new, its hard but you can do it. Stay focus on the path you are taking.